rules.of.FREEDOM

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Hi I'm Melody
18 this year, coming 19. ((:
I'm a Virgo. ((:
I'm born on 4th September
And I wanna be a vet
Birthstone Sapphire. ((:
And morning glory.

speak.your.FREEDOM

I love to express myself. I love dancing.
I love singing. I love animals.
I love modeling. I love reading!
I love French people. I love the language Spanish
I love my piano. I love my 200 dollars racket.
I love my crazy family. I love my dearest friends.
I love him, Jesus. I love witting love poems.
I love the warmth in making people smile.
I love people who love me. HAHA.
I love people who are true to their hearts.

join.the.FREED

free one
free two
free three
free four
free five
free six
free seven
free eight
free nine
free ten

express.FREEDOM

three years of sad confinement
my life is finally falling into alignment
i run out of the cage to greet the sun
and to my new home i will run
fall to the soft grass and heck care to the world
this long awaited life will unfurl
close my eyes and smile so deeply
with the wind blowing so swiftly
a gentle feeling;
yet such twist
the scent of freedom
it does exist...

unfreed.PAST

March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009

freedom.SONG

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thanks.for.FREE

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Maybe as my heart breaks the 500th millionth time tonight.
It's tearing me up inside. Ripping every soul and will that I have left.
I am tired. So tired of fighting it away. Fighting it off.
That I just wanna collapse on the ground and die. Sometimes.
The excruciating pain that I thought I'd never have to go through again hit me once more.
Yes, that empty-ish, heart-ripping, fucking crazy feeling that I'm feeling.
The same feeling's thats keeping me awake right now.
Whats this man? I question myself over and over again.
And I always fucking find myself back in the same pit.
Love.


Love kills when you don't handle it well.
Love tortures when you let it walk all over you.
Love is bitterness when misued, mistreated.
Love is yet, the very meaning of our lives.
Love is yet the emotion that makes it all worthwhile.
Love is yet something that CAN make you warm and fuzzy all over. Safe and protected.


But for now. Love has been nothing but heart wrenching cryings and empty heartbreaks.
Yet, you know the worst has yet to come girl,
Very soon he's gonna say he loves someone else.
And that, you just gotta be preapared for.


Fuck luh. I'm afriad. Yah. I am. And right now.
I dun have the courage nor willpower to to this.
I feel like running away.
I wonder. How much is it gonna hit me.
I FREAKING DUN WANNA DIEEEEEEEEEE. UGHHH.
How do I express that I really don wanna die?? Urghhhhhhh.
I don't want to admit. But I'd be more of a coward if I try to hide.
I'm extremely afraid of this blow. Damn freaking scared it will kill me.









Btw, I've been stagnant for quite awhile.
Haven been doing much except playing around.
And hanging out.
I was out 3 consecutive nights.


Blog shop's discussion's going on great. :D
Seems like the whole layout is there. :))
And stuff.

Wheres for dance. HAHA. I haven been practising and all.
HAHA. Yah. Tell me about it. LOLS.

Zorro's coming in next week. ((:
Ah wells. He's freaking plump. Looks like a ball of fur runing around. HAHA.
When he looks at you with those puppy eyes and tilted head. HAHA.
You'd just melt right into this little furball's paws.

Modelling's stopped too. ((:
Yah. I have been slacking. ((:


But yet I got time to hang out with my friends. ((:
Lovely. ((:


Thanks Kor kor. For always bein there for me. (((:
To shower me with love and random little things that you do. ((:
Loves you. <3 I'd always be here for you too. ((: Okay? ((:

define.FREEDOM