Monday, September 29, 2008
you set me free. 11:21 PM
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Jia you hh1. ((: and reggae. and everyone else.
We'd put on a good show.
From what I see. everyone still has a long way to go. )):
Steps not cleaned. ): Not sycno. ): different timing. ): differnt angle. ):
sighs. O.O
define.FREEDOM
Saturday, September 27, 2008
you set me free. 8:10 PM
O.O I dunnoe. Do I like my life now?
24/7 dancing. Zzzz...
Come home. Sleep. Next morning dance. O.O
Why is our bloody chero so hard. O.O
beats are one two three four. OURS IS ONE-AND-A-TWO.
one beat spilt into 3. O.O
So we have 3 steps in a beat. URGHH.
Nevertheless. Train hard. I will be there one day yo. I will.
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Zzz. Sushi. With joey. Sc and Jallen. O.O
(: Thanks guys. (: I love you all. (:
This is what happens when you mix tired and random. (:
I dun even know what i'm saying. O.O
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random pics at studio. Kope from lavone's blog. (:
LEARNING STEPS. RAWR~~~ ):
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I love hiphop 1. (:
I love my team mates. (:
I love frankie and andreas. (:
I love reggae. (:
I love joey and sam. (:
...
...
...
And I love you. <3
define.FREEDOM
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
you set me free. 1:04 AM
We made up. (: (:
define.FREEDOM
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
you set me free. 12:57 PM
yeahhh~!!! Felling loads better recently.
Not so moody and down. (:
HAHAHAHA. quick. CALL ME PIG.
I slpet for 17 hours straight. Beat that~!!! HAHA. (:
Last day of supps today~!!! yeah yeah yeahh~!!!!
(: after that head down studio and train. I'm lagging behindd.
RAWRR~!!!! ):
Miss hell load of people yo. hell load.
The girls. Joey. Sc. Jallen they all.
...
...
...
And him.
Joey. can we book a chealt this holidays? ):
Get all drunk again. HAHAHAHA. (:
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Plans:
today
-dance. (: (: (:
wed
-dance.
-geylang with the girls~!!!
thurs
- ahh. ): someone book me please? ): ): ):
(maybe should have some me time) hmm.
friday
- dance
- gyming
- SUSHI. (: (: (:
Sat:
-dance
-out with juniors? (: yeahss~!!!
Sun:
-family family familyy.. (:
-maybe gym again. -.-
I love my life. (: Even though. it is screwed up here and there. (: hee.
See. Guys. See. Joey. I'm taking care of myself.
Don't worry. (: hee. HUG*
-random post-
define.FREEDOM
Friday, September 19, 2008
you set me free. 2:24 PM
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
*a thousand smiless*
I got into the categories I want~!!!
Whoo hoo~!!!
Reggae and Hipop 1. (: (it's a groovy lyrical mix kind of thing) (:
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah~!!!
SO SO happyy~!!! hee.
I got a feeling it's luck. -.- HAHA.
Or they dun know where else to put me. -.-
cause. according to martin. I didn do well that day. ):
my tongue kills me. ): sticking it out means lack of confidence. o.O
But never mind all that. I still got it.
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hmms. (: hmms.
My Passion For Dance
Is DEVLOPING even more. -.-
It's like my 2nd boyfriend. (:
But. <3 Friends and my family still come 1st. (: And studies. Boo to that. ):
Esp Xinyi Shing Chun and Liang Hao, Fion. (:
Love you all
I'd never give up on friends or my family. or whoever as a matter of fact.
Because. then, where's the joy in life?
If you have no one to share it with?
Or no one's day to make?
It's damn sad. I swear. ):
And to all the people out there. (:
Why do I continue loving martin? yah. everyone's asking me why.
why hang on girl? why? he's gonna leave.. you can find better.
I get that. -.- a lot. a lot. -.-
Cause even though I am damn tired.
I still wanna make his day. Make him smile and happy.
Cause he's my special one. The one I really truly love.
Cause love is more about the other party. (:
And even though I screw up. and he screws up.
All I know is. I'm not changing.. becasue I want this thing to develop.
I'm changing because.. I want to give him a good time before he leaves.
and when he feels alone. be it US or what.
At least he knows there's someone who he had no choice but leave behind.
who is still loving him with all her heart. <3
define.FREEDOM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
you set me free. 10:49 AM
Urghhh. I feel sick. o.O
5 people 7 bottles of wine. Zzz.
Damn. Wait bfore anything.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIANG HAO. <3>
So. All of us got drunk. And pucked except SC. (:
I cried and cried But at least I let everything out. after I got drunk. HAHA.
It's damn retarded.
I was the 1st to go down. Lousy shit. I know. Shut up people.
Followed by Micheal I think. And then Lianghao den Xinyi.
Oh my. Scary.
I think I'm still drunk. o.O I'm just saying whatever I wanna say.
Damn. lets do this again. Only after we book a chalet. (:
yeah~ Zzz
define.FREEDOM
Thursday, September 11, 2008
you set me free. 6:50 PM
Okay. After being in and out of 9, 10 (whatever lost count) relationships?
I wanted to find true love so much right?
It sucks. ): serious. Esp when you're loving truly alone.
Love:
-is selfless, yet selfish at the same time.
-is being indpendant, yet dependant at the same time.
-is his/her needs 1st, but urs got to be answered too.
-turning his/her weakpoints into his/her strong points
-bringing out his/her strong points. allowing them to advance on it. (vice verca)
-is never blaming, never rushing, a lot of patience.
-being understanding to him/her, yet being kind to urself.
-being there. I'm tired of listening to you. But. I'm never giving on you. I'm always here to help.
-is a lot of faith, trust and believe.
-is never having a reason to give up.
fuck love. it's really hard. ): urgh.
but it's addictivvvveee. ):
And i'm currently in love with you. very deeply. in. love.
Come on huijing. you're strong. you can go through this. till the ans comes at least. you can. (:
One baby step at a time. (: .One. At. A. Time.
Don't leave. ): I love you more than u can every imagine.
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Ahhhhhhhhh~~~ damn.
*pulls hair out*
auditions are next week. NEXT WEEK~!!!
And I have been slacking. Damn it. Ahhhh~ damn it all.
supp exams are next next week.
fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it.
Ok. huijing. time to focus. Do the right stuff. Don get affected. That much.
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Father Lord,
Please let us be fine. ): Please let us be fine. ): Please let us be fine. ): Please let us be fine. ):
Please see me through this two weeks. ): Please see my through this two weeks. ):
I beg of you. ):
I dun wanna end. ):
define.FREEDOM
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
you set me free. 2:09 PM
9/9/08 (Tues)
whoo~~ back from chalet yo~~ COOL.
Haha. we had mad games all night~!!! Ahhhhhh. (:
FOREFIT. hahahhas.
Stick your fingers up Royston nose And dig something out. WTF. hahhahahas.
Lick Royston's nose hole. HAHA. ahhhhhhhhhhh~~
Imagine man~
talk about ewishhhh~~!!
Ahhh.. and I lot of ppl got drunk. And dman lot of scandalous stuff happened.
Omg Omg. So cool. (: HAHAHAHAS.
aww.. it was so so fun. ): pity. I got curefew. Had to leave. ):
Cramps suck ):<>RAWR~ and this is definately not the best time. ):< href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh0ybGEAYJ5TAobAWc3hIXDsZcSzPYVAUz2Cz_Ga2Fqjo9Jgk0Z8iDisI3XX6zrsga5YahyphenhyphenxvCMq4tOiv-gqZP60PHzp2ALj197ZKaFRH_9fJWklFD8iCieAHN6jX5RnvCNr_udmPrq5tQ8/s1600-h/P100908_15.48.JPG">
HAHA. We stood there and actually laughed at her. HAHAHAHAHAS.
talk about evil. HAHA. (:
She kept toppling over man. HAHA. lousy. =X
HAHAHAHHAS. his face is funny. =Xx.
Kitty catt~~!!! (:
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-.- I realise there's no point trying to sleep. sighs.
This i so much worse than MBS paper. I swear.
I dun;t know what to say boy. ): I dun;t. not anymore.
right whats the whole point. he doesn read my blog. o.O
Sunday, September 7, 2008
you set me free. 3:10 PM
She wants. (:
- Loads and loads of dresses. (:
- A bag (:
- Lots of tops (:
- Skirts (:
- HEELS (:
- Dance clothes (:
- Shoes (:
- A nice cap (:
And my black boots back from May. RAWR~!! HAHA. (:
*list goes on and on*
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HAHA. my mum and I were clearing stuff.
And guess what?
We laughed our asses off. (:
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-.- I blocked him on msn.
We keep fighting. Don't really wanna see him around.
pisses me off.
maybe. If i can. I would go my own way afterall. (:
He stood up already. (:
Thats what I came back for anyways. (:
Maybe after I get my paino lessons which are after my supps.
I'd keep this dist for now.
Given up on you.
define.FREEDOM
Saturday, September 6, 2008
you set me free. 11:56 AM
I start out this post. feeling empty.
hmms. ): hmms. ):
post celebration blues. If there's such a thing. ):
right and I skipped dance. -.- woke up late.
shucks. people there are gonne hate me. ):
Hong Kong dramas. source of all my emo-ness. -.-
shouldn have even switched on the bloody tv.
Maybe i should buy myself a fish.
Keep me company. HAHA.
Name it like joey or martin. (:
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omg. I love my new cam~!!!!
RAWR.. (:
So stylish. (: daddy's got good taste afterall. (:
HAHA. Sorry dad.
Nah. It's just that daddy likes to pick out. hmm.
cartoon-ie T shirts for me. HAHA.
picture that. -.- 18 year old in tom and jerry shirts.
The pouch sucks though. ):<
*flings pouch away* ):
I know he misses having me around. (:
and. maybe I did too. (:
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Plans plans plans plans plans~!!!! (:
7th, 8th, 9th.
It's dance chealt, yo~ (:
Can hardly wait~!!!! (:
Miss all my friends~ HUG*
10th (Wed)
erm erm erm. HOME.
sad life. ): HAHA.
nvm. can finally get some sleep.
I look like some monster. (:
QUICK someone~!! book me. HAHA. (:
11th ( Thurs)
Out with martin. (:
I'm all yours baby. (:
12th (Fri)
Study for supps. RAWR. ):
(: thats it. SO FAR. (: hees.
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Martin, dear Martin.
Can you stay by me?
Forever and ever, love? )':
*no reply*
... just silence...
Sigh. The pain's killing me.
Can anyone feel it? anyone?
Thursday, September 4, 2008
you set me free. 11:29 PM
Awwww.. Awwww... Awwww.. (:
I dunnoe what to say man. Hug**
I dun know what to say.
He went home at 3am casue he was thinking of where to bring me last night.
He look so sluggish. gonna puke and faint and all. today.
But he still followed me around the zoo. awww..
And best part. he managed to push it all aside. instead of emoing. and still play with me.
casue he wants to make today perfect for me.Aww.. hug** you're trying so hard. hugg*
Then even after being so tired and sick he still brought me somewhere else.
And yes I know it's a big deal for you. Hot. Tired. Sick. And all.
You didn emo or throw temper. Or.. You kept it all in.
And I really appreciate it honeyy.. HUG**
Cause I know it isn easy for you dear. (: I know.
Aw.. you're such a
sweetheart u know that?
You can be so damn sweet if you want to.AND. as usual he didn breathe a word again. about his sickness and eveerything.
casue.
hes afraid he'd spoil my birthday.
how sweet is that? ahhh. like.
the guadian angel bringing you happiness from afar.
He doesn need you to know. He doesn need to show it off.
As long as you're happy.
It doesn matter how much he suffered in silence.
Just to see that smile of yours.
This is the real man whom I truly gave up my heart for.
thanks for making my birthday so so beautiful dearie.
thanks for reminding me. how beautiful your love can be.
Zoo so.. totally.. didn make my day...
Your love did.
He's like knocked out dead tired now. Sleeping.
*massage massage*
You're right. You're still here with me.
Hug** And thats all that matters.
awww.. we had a melody day.
We'd have a martin day soon honey. (:
I promise.
Pictures. (:
HAHA. head home for dinner. with my family~!!!
went to this high class hit place again.
Buffet. HAHA.
OKAY. this is DAD's present. HAHA. ( I swear I got a shock)
Happy birthday my dear girl~ (HAHA. erm okay)
I'm worried for you. You dun eat.
So you might grow skinny~!!
So here's some toilet paper for u to stuff. (flat boobs)
Sometimes You sleep so late. Your eye bags get huge.
So.. Here kiwi for you. colour ur whole face black.
So it won be obvious. -.-
And finally after u look all pretty. here's a camera.
To take a picture of ur pretty face. -.-
*presents new camera*
HAHA. scary. I swear. toilet paper and kiwi. HAHA.
my brothers present. (:
my grandma's.
okay there are still loads. I'm lazy.
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3rd sep.
ESCAPE THEME PARK. dang. no photos. ):
we should have taken some. ):
HAHA. (:
HAHA. (: I love my pals. ALL OF THEM.
I swear~!!! HUGS ALL**
though i was really moody and really really down.
But ahhh~~ They all totally made it fun. (:
HAHA. all the dirty stuff. HAHA.
All the random shits. (:
I could never have thought of spending this day with anyone else.
somehow. hmms. it's just special to me.
one of the days with u guys that i;d never forget.
Aww~!! HUG**
and i'm sorry again. for dragging you guys back and forth. ):
and all that shitty stuffs.
hope i didn ruin anything. ):
and thanks for staying out with me till 12 midnight.
Ahhh~ It's really sweet of you guys. >.<>
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though. this year's birthday is no biggie and all.
i'm really really glad. and satisfied. somehow.
cause of the company of my loved ones.
Maybe i've matured. I dun need 10 days of celebration and all.
As long as I have them. (:
Thay all complete my world.
I pray each and everyday. that I'd never lose anyone of them.
*hug*
thats all I want for my 18th birthday.
define.FREEDOM
Hi I'm Melody 
I dunnoe what to say. O.O Jonas is just.. well.. being jonas. O.o
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((: hungry Rb. (:
5 people 7 bottles of wine. Zzz.
Kitty catt~~!!! (:
my brothers present. (: