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Hi I'm Melody
18 this year, coming 19. ((:
I'm a Virgo. ((:
I'm born on 4th September
And I wanna be a vet
Birthstone Sapphire. ((:
And morning glory.

speak.your.FREEDOM

I love to express myself. I love dancing.
I love singing. I love animals.
I love modeling. I love reading!
I love French people. I love the language Spanish
I love my piano. I love my 200 dollars racket.
I love my crazy family. I love my dearest friends.
I love him, Jesus. I love witting love poems.
I love the warmth in making people smile.
I love people who love me. HAHA.
I love people who are true to their hearts.

join.the.FREED

free one
free two
free three
free four
free five
free six
free seven
free eight
free nine
free ten

express.FREEDOM

three years of sad confinement
my life is finally falling into alignment
i run out of the cage to greet the sun
and to my new home i will run
fall to the soft grass and heck care to the world
this long awaited life will unfurl
close my eyes and smile so deeply
with the wind blowing so swiftly
a gentle feeling;
yet such twist
the scent of freedom
it does exist...

unfreed.PAST

March 2008
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freedom.SONG

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thanks.for.FREE

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Ha. When I look at Joey's past entries.. ((:
Made me realise we've (her, lh, sc, me, eh) been through so much. ((:

Prom. Mugging. SUSHI. Tm macs. Hanging out everyday.
hahahahhas. Omg. Sec school days rock like hell.

HAHA. and I certainly didn know I hurt her becasue I said her purple hair band was ugly.
I dun even remember such a thing. LOL.
Or because I didn tell her much stuffs. Oh man. I'm sorry. Haha.

Haha. ((: When Bryant and I broke up. I remember the fish and co..
I remember I acted like I was all alright.
HAHA. I wasn't. I was crying every night. LOL. Saying that. you know. I'd never love again.
HAHA. Dun't laugh. It was an almost 2 year relationship.

I remembered I was in pain. becasue.
I felt like jingwen took over my place as best friend. ((: Haha.
Lols. ((:

But I also remembered you were super understanding and tolerated me for a lot of stuff I did.
LOl. Like hanging out with him everyday. MIAs. ((:

HAHA. I remember I was kind of afraid of lianghao and sc then. HAHAHAHA.
I HAVE NO IDEA WHY. lol. ((: It was really hard for me to let anyone close to me then. ((:
I was afraid to let people in. ((: Lol.

Ahhh~~ ((: Lol. ((: so much so much stuffs. ((:
I love you guys loads and. you'd always be my closest friends no matter what. ((:

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Hi. I am back from dance camp.
And my muscles ache like mad.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh~~

Yes. EVERYWHERE aches. rawr~~ )):
I need someone to massage me. )): Baby where are youuu?? HAHA.

But dancing till 2 am in the night?? Ahhhh~~ thats what I'm talking about man.
Wee hoo. ((:

I had loads of fun. A lot of fun. ((:

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~



I took out my extensions. And my hair keep dropping.

IN MASSIVE amounts man.

It clogged the whole drainage area thingy when I was bathing.
OMG. Yes it's that much.

and I was like hahaa. praying please dun drop anymore. please.
I was scared shit I go freaking bald please? HAHA.

pretty dumb.


)): And I grew a huge pimple on my nose. AGAIN.
NoOOooo~~ )):
I wnana go Hong kong and take a lot of nice pictures.

*makes a lot of noise* )):

stupid pimple.



Baby I miss you.
I cant wait to be in your arms again.

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)))))))))))))))): I think blogger hates me.
Casue I cant change my skin.
NoOoooooO~~
I bet everyone's laughing at me. )):



Hi people. I skipped danzation today. ):
Casue I over slept. )): HAHA. ((: boo 15 bucks down the drain. I suck )):

Lol. ((: I picked this out of kevin's blog. so interesting.

My name:
A: you like to drink
B: you like people
C: you are really silly
D: you like to eat
E: you like to play with dogs
F: you are dead sexy
G: you never let people tell you what to do
H: you have good personality and good looks
I: easy to be with
J: people adore you
K: you are wild and crazy
L: everyone loves you
M: best kisser ever
N: best GF/BF anyone could ask for
O: easy to fall in love with
P: you are popular with all types of people
Q: you are a tomboy
R: you are loyal to those who love you
S: crazy
T: awesome kisses
U: you really like to chill
V: awesome in bed
W: you are very broad minded
X: you love sports
Y: best GF/BF anyone could ask for
Z: always ready

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M: best kisser ever
E: you like to play with dogs
L: everyone loves you
O: easy to fall in love with
D: you like to eat
Y: best GF/BF anyone could ask for

M: best kisser ever
A: you like to drink
R: you are loyal to those who love you
T: awesome kisses
I: easy to be with
N: best GF/BF anyone could ask for


LOL. ehh. I dun kind his kisses great. He kiss like a girl. HAHA. ((: opps.
And no he doesn like to drink. wee.


I AGREE WITH LIANG HAO.
IT IS BETTER TO BE LOVED THAN TO LOVE.

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Rawr~~ I sneaked out at 1 last night.
And came back at 5. ((: Went with Fion and May.
Wee. I shan't discolse details.

Don't feel like it.
I love you girls a lot. ((: Have fun during OTC. ((:

I came home and crashed like a pig. HAHA. ((:
Or should I say. Like SC. ahhh. okay. stop it. RAWR. )):


Morning projects. nothing much.
Just the usuals.

Den afternoon I met penguin. HAHA. ((:

Her new boyfriend. ((: Weee..
it's so embarrasing. Casue we actually took this outside times.
Yes tm times.



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-.- This is my earpiece.
I dun know how it happened. HAHA. ((:

Pro yah? ))': means more cash. Boo.



If everyone has one day to be foolish. Today will be my day.
HAHA. damn it. Stupid james.
Please do not tell me me boyfriend got burnt by acid when he is overseas.
Cause it scared the shit out of me man.
I was worried. I called May. I called Gen. I called Yong.
I wnet to his account and left an offline message for his bro.

And it tuned out to be a miscommuniation.

And he laughs at me. Stupid boyfriend. URGH. dumb boyfriend.
Even if he'n not dead. I'd dig him a grave and throw him in. Serious.
URGHHH. And he LAUGHS. he what?? LAUGHS.

That idiot. that URGHHHHHH. I'd stangle him when he returns home. HAHA.




Martin:
Lol.
dun worry.
we already laugh finish.

Huijing:
Dun't laugh. I was worried.
Okay?

Martin:
Haaaa. Kawaii. *pinch face*
I'm still alive please? (urghh that stupid guy)

Huijing:
Anyways you better contact yong. he say he gonna call dunnoe who and who and who to pray.
dunnoe dunnoe what. so you better conact him.

Martin:
LOLS. okay. I'd tell him I'm still alive later. (URGH. that STUPID guy)

Huijing:
Wait till Lucky signs in. he's gonna get another round of spams. then you guys can laugh again. )): LOL.



Ahhhh. NoOooOoo~~ Wthhh. )): I bet he's gonna tell his mum and his dad. Urghh. Omg. -.- I dun even wanna think about it.

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I wanna dance. I just wanna dance.
Control and freestyle.


I just wanna Dance. Play. Club. Friends. Drink a bit. A BIT.
Sighs. )):

Ya. I wanna drink.

I'm gonna bring a whole tub of powder there.

I'm heading down to studio later to train.


Yes. I'm okay. ((: I just wanna train.



I'm gonna club tml. And play cycle and bbq with xinyi and the rest on thurs.
I hope I survive.

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Hi people. HAHA.
I look shagged and ugly today. I dunnoe why.
HAHAHA. ((:

Wee. This is my tattoo. ((:




I did this for baby. hmm. ((:



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Wee~~ ((: ((:

Cause mummy feels that daddy dun wanna go social dance with her.
So they fought badly. -.- today.

So much so he went to watch movie alone.
and we went toeat dinner without him.

ahhh~~ )): spoilt everthing. )):


Nth much. stayed at home today. ((:
Be a good girl so I can play the whole of next week.
HAHAHAHA. ((: Wee. ((:

I'm free on wed, someone book me please? HAHA.

I feel like going wild this few weeks.
I wanna go club. I wanna go stay over at people's house.

The only thing thats stopping me is my eyebags. HAHAHA.
Yes eyebags. ((: HAHA.

I cant wait for hong kong trip.
SHOP and more shopping. ((:

I'm gonna buy a luggae there just for shopping. HAHAHA.



My shopping list.

Boots.
Shoes. TONS OF THEM.
Caps.
HUGE shirts.
HUGE pants.
More BAGS.
Dresses.
Tops.
Shorts. ((:

Weeeeee... Ahhhhh~~ I'm so deprieved of money.

I'm gonna model soon. ((: When next year starts. ((:
Shh. I'm not telling anyone the details yet. ((:
Wee. ((: HAHA. ((:

I want a credit card. BOO. The students one.
The one thousand a month one. ((:


Dance camp. ><

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Weee. I'm gonna get 3 As this time. ((:
Or at least I think so. ((:
HAHA. ((: My papers seem managable this round. ((:



Holidays are cominggg~~
I cant wait to playyyy~~

beaches.
movies.
cycling.
sessions.
dance.
SHOPPING.
And sushi. yes I'm missing sushi again.

and so much more.

Ahhhhhhh~~ ((((:

FB productions.
NRA. ((:
Dance camp.

I cant wait to improve. ((: du du du~~
Miss dancing loads and loads and loads.

Hong Kong trip~~

Weee.

Darling's birthday.
Christmas parties~!!!!!
I'm gonna find some random big party and just join. ((:

AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~

PLEASE let exams finish~~
I'D BE A FREE GIRL TOMMROW. ((:

Should I go b guides? hmms.
HMMS. HMMS.
It'll be nice to get back in the camp world wouldn it?
But I feel so. out of touch.

And if there's no dance on sat. and if xinyi's free.
I might wanna go her house after FB productions.
cause I really miss her.
And I really wanna see her new room. ((: HAHA.


Okay. enoguh day dreaming. back studying.

LAST PAPER.
go huijing~
go penguin~ ((:

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((: wee.


Went do darling's housie~ ((:
Hee. he bought me a watch and picked flowers for me. HAHA. ((:
Thanks darling.. ((: I love it. A lot. A lot.
The watch is damn cute. ((:

Thanks for making my day memorable.
Today will be one of the days I'd always remember.
It's so darn sweet. I hope I made you happy too. ((:





I love dance.

I love my baby.

I love my friends.

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BABY. this post goes out to you.

Baby,

My dearest sweetest baby.
You're irreplacable to me.

For the thousand and one things you do.
For the thousnad and one things you are.

For so ever sweetly staying by my bed whenever I'm sick.
For so ever patiently hearing me out, word after word.
For so ever lovingly brushing away my tears when I cry.
For so ever tenderly staring into my eyes.

You really make me melt.

And when you hold me in your arms.
For that moment, in the garden, all my worries just disappeared.

We fight, have disputes, and everything.

But at the end of the day,
I still feel blessed by God.
Cause I have my dear baby.

I love you more than this beating heart can ever love anyone.

I'm sorry I didn express it well. Past weeks.
But that was what I felt.


HAHA. ((:

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I have a friend who says stuffs.
In the meanest way ever.
HAHA.

HAHA. but thanks.
((: I read. ((:

I got it. ((:
HAHA. ((:

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I have totally no mood. To write.
There are some more. ((: Next post.


Daddy's being hell again. )):
which means I'd probabley be getting hell the next few days or so.


Crap. Hate it.

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beI miss sushi again. /: ahh wells.

Shashimi. )):

Huijing's officially sickkk~~~
NooOOooO~~ I found my eyelids drooping even while I was walking in the mall.
3 hours. 3 hours of aimless walking.
And I finally settled for a wallet and the ring he always wanted.
Came home and crash till now. )):

I had to skip wenlin's birthday dinner. )):
Aww. )): It's seafood. I want some crab and fish too.
Sigh. )): It sucks being sick. )):

All I have is some weird vege. chicken. potatos. -.-

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my mom. got a bloody fish for her birthday.

...

... ...

-.-"'




Right.
Talk about cheap.


Yeahs..~~ Went out with them today. ((: Some random pictures.

((: I love you guys. A lot. ((:
I'm sorry for being even more dead today.
HAHA. ((:

I felt really happy after everything.
Though we didn do much.
But I suddenly feel whole again.

And thanks for coming to my place. ((:

Love you guys a lot.


How to apply eye drops.

wash hands
tilt head back
pull lower eye lid
instill one drop
wait a few seconds
release lower lid
keeps eyes closed.

This was in my OTC Medication notes.
What the hell. -.- They have 20 slides of this.
Nasal drop. Eye oilment. What the hell.


Baby. I love you.
Forever and ever babe.
6 days to 19 months.
We've been really strong together darling.

And I'm loving you more and more each day. ((:

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I'm having throat infection again.


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Huijing wants to burn all her books.
)))))):< ew. )):

Twilight. Is. Coming.

Whoo~~~ I wanna watch.
Today is a happy day. ((((((:


A lot of people seems to be going through bad times now. )):
A lot of tears. )):
No matter what. Know I'd always be here. ((:

It's not easy to stand up. Gotta admit.
But at least. You have people around to help you.

And to my friends out there.
New or Old.
I'd always be here. ((:

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Urgh. deadlines suck.

I have two tests this week.
And 4 submission deadlines.
3 tests next week.

Crap. Kill me already.

Part of my life is missing.
I want everything. from friends to studies to dancing to singing to. blah blah.
*list goes on*
Too much. )):



Gotta push myself. No more taking it slow.


Next level.
`Presence.
`More feel
`Freestyle.
`Control.
`And no more stress.

no more stress.

no more stress...

Repeats. No more taking it slow.



Sociology's test is tommrow.
I haven started. -.-
Can hear mummy nagging away again. )):
Ewish. )):



OH OH OH. ANDDDDDD.
going out with sc xinyi lh aileen for sushii on friday.
woots~ ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
But this poor girl has to be home at 7.
Which totally sucks. )):

yummy. ((: hee. cant wait. ((:



My bro found himself a girlfriend.

... ... How am I suppose to react to that?

and he brought her home when daddy was around. -.-

smart.



hmms. ((: and and.. darling's coming over tml~~

HEE. ((:


Oh and I'm happy. (((: Xinyi's really liking Michael. ((:
They seem sweet together you know? ((:
smiles*

define.FREEDOM