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Hi I'm Melody
18 this year, coming 19. ((:
I'm a Virgo. ((:
I'm born on 4th September
And I wanna be a vet
Birthstone Sapphire. ((:
And morning glory.

speak.your.FREEDOM

I love to express myself. I love dancing.
I love singing. I love animals.
I love modeling. I love reading!
I love French people. I love the language Spanish
I love my piano. I love my 200 dollars racket.
I love my crazy family. I love my dearest friends.
I love him, Jesus. I love witting love poems.
I love the warmth in making people smile.
I love people who love me. HAHA.
I love people who are true to their hearts.

join.the.FREED

free one
free two
free three
free four
free five
free six
free seven
free eight
free nine
free ten

express.FREEDOM

three years of sad confinement
my life is finally falling into alignment
i run out of the cage to greet the sun
and to my new home i will run
fall to the soft grass and heck care to the world
this long awaited life will unfurl
close my eyes and smile so deeply
with the wind blowing so swiftly
a gentle feeling;
yet such twist
the scent of freedom
it does exist...

unfreed.PAST

March 2008
April 2008
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September 2008
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January 2009
February 2009
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Dance~~ new friends. me zhilin and lavone =DD
Lavone damn sweet la. hahahahas. she bought bread for me b4 training. =DD
Awww. HUGGS. thank babe. Girl Loves~
ooooo.. look at all the sleepy faces~~ HAHA. its like 10 in the morning okk? HAHA. and yes that is early. LOL.























Yeahs~~ HAHA. we camwhored while senors were getting scolding~~
HAHA. oppsss. nvm. =DDD HAHAHAHA. =DD yeah man. bunch of meanies. =DD

Tee hee hee. den went down to eat KFC~~
With sexy harris they all. =DD hahahahahs. had so much fun la. LOL.


























Hee. den zhilin had to meet her darling. HAHA. she screamed at her darling outside studio la.
LOLS. wth. =) everyone could hear?? HAHAHA. =DDD lols. nvm girl~ we still love you.

HAHA. agree?? omg. lavone is like. HAHA. pigglet birdie hamster and rabbit mix.
So her family is below. HAHA. and she say i look like pooh. so is mine. HAHA. =DD

















define.FREEDOM

you're asking why am i not opening up to you? =) answer is smack in front of you.
casue you're never supportive of what i love. dancng is my life. it's in my blood.
take away that. I lose me. I lose who I am. get it?
i'm sorry mummy. this time i'm not listening to you. cause dancing is something i love.
and you cant restrict me from that. you know it. I'd find a way to get there. with or without you.
I'd get there. =))

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performance cui. cause the two girls walked out on us. =/
pity darling the most. he hardly slept to make it happen just for them.
they just cut off his idea and they still show attitude towards him. and hes the only senior.
when he commented on theor dancing. they gave the stuck up face.
suckers. =((

but martin said i'm involved in another one. TPDE one.
not sure lehh. doesn look like it. but ya. hahas.
told darling about my parents. he said. bring them to the concert. cause the concert is so dope.
that a lot of parents change their view of the whole thing.

rahim's in a bad mood. LOOK. blog. damn fierce.
"Whoever is not ready and dont seem to put in enough effort will pulled off from the the performance. I am very serious this time. Only good excuse will be accepted. Projects not counted. Everyone in tpde is having projects. Thank you"

define.FREEDOM

sighs. i gotta be strong enough to face it.
feel like backing out from the performance. =(( i do.
so clear cut i'm not up to standard yet. trueeeee... i meann.. most of the juniors are not.
gah. lousy. practise harder. aching all over. T.T

this is the one time i feel like really giving up. hahas. but since i promise i'd do it. =))

define.FREEDOM

yeahs~~ session. dance. LOL. =DD well kind of at least. =DD

Haris is such a sweet dear. I tell you. =DD he's like. constantly taking care of me and such.
Make sure i'm ok and stuff. =DD and pulls me aside to talk to me abt my family.
I suddenly disappear. he came to look for me and such. Pulls me aside. when he thought i was crying.
I tell you. hes a sweet guy. =DD and he doesn force anything out of me too.

haris msg: hahas. you're a good friend too. I may disturb you. But i care about you a lot. Take care. =) =)

cant tell he's like that. =) thanks bro. loves. =)

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Darling too. has been there for me. hahas. =)) make sure i was ok and everything.
all the tight hugs. the sayangs and playing with me did make me feel loads better.
shoulder to cry on. thanks honey. i feel a lot better. lols.

define.FREEDOM

ha. i have competition this sat night. T.T
gosh gosh gosh. no cheorography done yet. HAHA. dies*
yeah~ ppl who can come down and support ok?? LOLS.

looks like plans got to be cancelled. T.T goshhhhss. hahas.

define.FREEDOM

oh my God. ahh~~ you are so freaking cuteeeeee.. =DDD HAHA.
melts** opps. melody shuts up* feel loads better. after everything.
yeahs. she lugged her ass down for lecture. quick!! praise me. praise me!!! hee hee.

oh I failed my CMA. tsk. i dun care. ok i do. but i'm not letting it get to me yet.

=DD hahahahas. omg. spend time with may, amelia, fartin and made a lot of random new friends.
cause sit outside lt 19. den a lot of friends walk pass. their friends. den make friends~~
weee. HAHA. =DDD lols. i know not making any sense la. =)) LOLS.

den rush down to find xinyi. HAHA. help her fake surverys. =.=
so boring. hahas. jkjk. =DD like stone and sleep. LOLS. what more? HAHA.
and watch kung fu panda on sc laptop. =.=
HAHA. oh oh and watch nelson draw. HAHA. oh darn. he is so freaking good at it? lols.
=DD hee hee. think he was dman bored. or maybe just cant click with us.
I dun know. but he was really really really quiet. =) maybe hes just shy. ya right. whatever melody~ lols.

den den den. on the way home I saw mr bryant aw. tee hee hee. =DD HAHA.
talked laugh. he was real nice about everything. =DD i updated him. what happen.
between martin and i and family. =)) HAHA.

she needs to complete freaking BOE by tonight. sleepless night?? guess so. T.T

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i dun know. i'm staying with you. cause. hmms. somehow. I know you are one of a kind.
I dun;t know how to describe it. I dun know.

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she is freaking busy the whole week. HAHA.

monday- meet may/xinyi
tuesday- yeahs. pasar malam trip with the girls. OMG. like girls rule cannnn?? =))
wednesday- job hunting with sc and joey. =DD
thursday- yes as stupid as it sounds. study day.
friday-currently nothing. =))
saturday- dance dance and more dance~~
sunday- dance. =))

miss liang hao. HAHA. =DD random. yes i know.

define.FREEDOM

urgh. i'm left alone. oh wells. i cup him. cause i was caught up in my emotions.
I'm sorry honeyy. but..
call him back he won pick up. bur ahh~~ i'm fine.
i'm just gonna need a few days. I'm sorry all. =( it's not self pitying.
it's sorting out your thoughts. =((
i'm feeling extremely down that's all. =((
i'm closer to her now. cause i've been home a lot.
mummy talked to me. about a lot of stuff. which made me real heartbroken.
I think she's come up with her decision. think. T-H-I-N-K.

it's about her relationship with daddy. stuff like this. i'm not supposed to know.
I dun freaking wanna know. get it? no no. I wanna know. but i cant be strong enough.
I wanna be there for you. but at the same time. when i hear these stuff.
I cant help but hide in the bathroom and cry. get it?

and you shithead. you have a home. 2 kids. a lovely wife. what the *uck is wrong with you?
why why are you so bloody selfish? huh? we mean so little to you?
You know. Whenever i see you. I just feel like freaking punching you in the head?
It's be cause you're my dad. URGHHH. *punches wall*
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. This whole family is falling apart becasue of you.
you happy now? huh? got all of us where you wanted right? I HATE YOU TO THE CORE.
yea. i held it back for long enough man. I HATE YOU.

It's you that dun't deserve mummy. not the other way round.
dun you even dare to try push the blame to her. haven't you cause her enough pain?
I hate you for being horribly selfish. horribly insensitive. and horribly irresponisble.
I hate you. So fucking much.

URGHHH. I cant express my anger by hitting you. I can only express it in words so there.
I seriously fuckingly horribly shitty dun want to have anything to do with you again.
If you are so going to mistreat her even one time.
I am personally gonna bring her and wenlin and walk out on you shithead.
and you blody hell freaking know I mena whatever i say.

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right. sighs. to shing chun liang hao and xinyi and darling. hey. dun;t worry alright? i'd be ok.
I'd call you guys. seriously. if i feel like dying. If cant take it anymore. I will. I promise.
I know you guys alwys got my back. and i'm majorly grateful for that.
But for now. Just this time. Let me have some time. To cry out eveyrthing. alright?

xinyi shing chun and liang hao. guess you're right.
I dun;t tell you guys stuff. you find it out from my blog. well. some of it anyways.
I'm sorry about that. i'd try to open up more ok?

and darling. I'm sorry. I didn mena to cup your phone. =(( yups.
i'm sorry if i'm in a real bad mood and i kind of took it out on you.
dun angry alright? =(

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define.FREEDOM

melody dies** lols. i'm hardly ever tired enough to actually sleep.
like really deep sleep on the way home. HAHA. =DD

Dance was Woo Hoo~~ HAHAS. yeahhss~~ we celebrated all the june babies bithday today. =D
HAHA. =DD yuppiess~~ lols. ohh ohhh. and and and and.
the grooving session was senoir's standard. HAHA. omg. all of us. yes. ALL junoirs.
cannot co oridinate hand and feet. HAHA. den half of us look like spastic idiots. HAHA. =DD
funny. i wasnt stressed. LOLS. i just laughed my ass of at myself. HAHA.
but hmms. i'd get it by next lesson. thats definate. LOL. =DD

oh oh oh. HAHA. den darling laugh at me. cause 4 by 4.
we need to "walk and move our head backwards or something" to the other side. den omg i dunnoe how to co ordinate. =((
AHHHH~~ HAHAS. omg look like BIRD can?? HAHA.
cause i move head forward and walk instead of backwards. can imagine right? LOLS. den he keep laughing.
ee. a lot of other ppl also look like bird what. why you only laugh at me. Grrrr...
AHH~~ meanie. =(( nvm will get it by next week. LOL.

was dman cui and blur. warm up can do wrong direction. HAHA. cute ya? HAHA.
AHH~ cross which leg over which leg. LOLS. panic panic**
she improved today. =DD i swear. i think i kind of got back everything. =DD
casue routine i went full out. =DD yuppies. =DD den got the attidtude too. LOLS.

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melody needs to manage her finances. she owes 300 bucks to someone. T.T
she needs to buy new dance shoes. =DD 70/80 plus? cause mine no grip.
den cannot drag properly. den steps not clean. BOOO.
she needs to buy clothes (dance/school/whatever)

basically shes broke. LOL.

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she misses joey, liang hao and shing chun. =(( can we go out sooooooonn??
we like meeting and meeting less often. WAIL~~

she's happier these days. seriously. loads happier. =DD
ohh wells. HAHA. hmmms. chealt's on at night. =)) wee~~ gonna disappear for awhile.
namely. today and tml. LOLS. wow how long ya??? HAHA.
spend some quality time with my family. =)) yes even darling. i'm gonna disappear on you too.
humph. HAHA. =DD dance is on tonight. LOLS. again. T.T with my family. LOLS. =DD

define.FREEDOM

great a huge. bunch of kids. squealing and running around acting barbaric.

urgh. bunch of retards. great~ this generation's sec 2's ides of fun.
stacking cups up and shooting them down with water.
with a bottle that has a hole at the top.
oh and using the skewer and poke through the bottle. and trying to bbq it.
and... ohh taking ppl's mineral water. thinking it'f free. and just drinking it.
getting into shit load of trouble. sighs. horrible.

ruined my mood.

but ohh. there's this really really sweet guy. =) he's sec 2. but.
majorly matured. wow. like. i just dun know how to descibe it.
like. sweet. =)) thanks buddy. you make my day loads better. =))
the little stuff you do. are just plain sweet. hahas. =) simple and sweet questions.
but. from your voice. shows you really really care.
and thats all that matters. =DD hahas. he's from phillipines.
and he speaks extremely fluent english and french. wow right? for a sec 2. lols.

can i just have him for my 2nd brother? lols.

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it's ok dance is tml. something to really look forward to. =D
hahahas. =)) at least i know i can truely. let go there.
and just enjoyy. =))

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honestly. i feel a part of me is still missing. a bit empty. i really dun know why.
i really dun know. whats the cause of it. i think it's my relationship.
it's cui-ing again. sighs. =(( tragic. =(( the thng abt him is. hmms.
I cant get too close to him if not he'd take me for granted.
so whenever i get too close. i have to force myself to pull back. which is sad.
cause i wanna be close with my bf. while still not being taken for granted.

define.FREEDOM

she. loves. joey.
she. loves. shing chun.
she. loves. lianghao.

she. loves. martin.

she. loves. fion.
she. loves may.
she. loves. amelia.
she. loves. yanti.

she. loves. dance.

yeahhhhsss~~ =DDD HAHAS.
no more sad moments for her. =DD
cause. she has everything in balance again. =DD

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hee. family bbq tonight~~ like family loves.
make memories. take loads of pictures ppl~~
hahahahs. =DD cant wait. =DD
hahhahas =D

define.FREEDOM

HAHA. dun blame me i have nothing to do today. LOLS

Your score is: 22 (20 points or higher) Wow! You're a virtual kissing genius. Your technique seems polished and passionate. Keep up the good work!

YEAHHHSS~~ HAHAHAHS. =))

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cool this is somewhat accurate. WOW. hahahas. =))

You must tell 4 people about this game in 2 days in order to make your wish come true.
martin is the one that you love.
bryant is one you like but can't work out.
You care most about daddy.
xinyi is the one who knows you very well.
mummy is your lucky star.
bring it all back is the song that matches with martin.
go on girl is the song for bryant.
i never had a dream come true is the song that tells you most about your mind.
And thats where love begins is the song telling how you feel about life!

http://www.gagirl.com/quiz/whodo.html
cool =DD

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You're a Sex Kitten when it comes to sex. You please
your partner as well as make sex highly enjoyable for yourself
through your gentle ways. You show a fine balance of sexiness
and yet fun on bed. You're creative and energetic on bed and is
a dream lover for many under the sheets.

http://www.lovequiztest.com/index.php?option=com_quiz&task=user_tst_shw&Itemid=61&tid=15

muhahahhahas. =DD LOLS. =)
should i even post this? ahh~~ whatever.

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wooo~~ having chealt tml. family onee. a bit weird yaa??
dun think i'll be there cause. dance is on sat. =)
i dun wanna have to wake up majorly early on sat. =)) tee hee hee.

define.FREEDOM

i realise i'm keeping a distance from you. a gap.
i dun wanna get too close. afraid to. i just dun wanna get hurt again.

i find myself drawing back. whenever i think.
that you have the power to crush me. =((

let things stay like that for now. cause. i'm happy.
with the space. with the time.
and most importantly. with my heart. =))
let time do the healing. and i do the playing =))
when the right time comes. =)) fate would have told us if we're meant to be.

define.FREEDOM

I wanted to sleep. hahahas. but i figured my friends mean more than sleep.

yeahs~~ on the way to interchange. HAHAHAS, oppps. hahas.
HAHAS. opppppsss. we made liang hao wait damn long. LOLS. =Xx
HAHAHAS. we reah and the 1st reaction we got?
middle finger. basket. HAHAHAS.
shit you bro. how nice of you ya?? =DDD

SENTOSA~~~ lols. =)) hahahhahas. lols. it's pretty pretty. LOL.
the scenery. LOLS. den I saw accion~~ hahahahs. damn qiao right?
grace. farhan. sunny. A LOT OF PPL. hahahas. that i dunnoe. =))
omg. same playing area also. HAHAHAS. =DDD

den omg. AHH~~ irritating our ball got stolen by a kid you know?
darn and since it's a kid. we cant take it back can we? AHHH~~
that wi'' just be mean. right?? HAHAHS.~~
den we just soaked in the water and. HAHAS. share secrets. lols.

Sakae~~ after that. hey basket. cost a bomb alright? it's like 84 bucks. tragic.
AHHHH~~~ HAHAS. lols. hole in pocket** =(( lols. =DD
yeahhss!! I HAD FUN MAN~~~ thanks so much guys. LOVE YOU ALL LOADS.
hahahhas. =))

but yes. hmmms. it is real different without you around bro. =(( very. no one to crap.

define.FREEDOM

yeahhhhsss~~
sentosa tml. great. i'm dying to play with them.
HAHA. been quite awhile you know. =))

take loads of pictures ppl~~
make memories.
love you guys loads.

define.FREEDOM

hmmmsss. please. if somehow somehow.
my cousins ever find axcess to this blog.
hmms. dun go round spreading??
cause.. hmm.
i dun want a lot of ppl in our family to know.

cause. hmms. they will ask a lot. a lot. a lot.
=((

define.FREEDOM

HAHAS. =)
yeahhhhsss~~~

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next congrats to red line yo~~

rahim and darren. nice going.
and for the brave blackjack girl who went up alone to battle.
wow~~ thats some guts mannn.
admires~~

and to airlineee. kaiwen and JJ. whoo hooo~~
wow you guys put on a nice fight man seriously.
=)) neat la. against danny and k lock lehh.

hahahs. and danny and k lock. ... lols.
nth to say. dope man. dope~~!!

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to end off my freaking tiring day.
darling came over to eat with me. =))
thnaks hon. know you were drop dead tired.
muack. both fell asleep on the sofa. with tv on.
LOLS. =))

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hmms. wonder what got liang hao being deep.
hmmms. lols.
i'd be happy again. one day. i promise.

define.FREEDOM

hmmms. i feel better. loads.

=DDDDD lols.

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my classmates worke me up super early.
call me down for project.
oh guess what? i dragged my freaking horribly tired ass down.
and guess what? it's cancelled.
nice ppl. =.=
oh and they placed it on monday.
assholes.

define.FREEDOM

my held in anger.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
fuck fuck fuck fuck ffuck fuck~~

sometimes you're such a jerk.
i just wanna dump you.
you get caught up in ur own emotions.
you neglect mine. you can ignore me for like 4 days straight.
the time when i really really.. needed you the most.
and come back. with just one word. sorry.
and act as if it is nothing. hello. common sense shitto.
you said you won do it again. and..
den next day you ignore again.
and now. after a few days. again.
I dun know what you want anymore.
i'm sick and tired of all ur baby tantrums.
so just mature will you?
i;m always the one making up all the fights.
begging you to stop this nonsense.
oh 4 days stright. and 5 hours. and now. still counting.
this week alone you know? wake up man. wake up.

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suck. he sucks. dunnoe why the hell i had such bad taste.
i realise nice guy. doesn mean a nice bf.
someone just know some sense into his or my head.
urgh. i'm gonna try to do without him. serious.
cause he's just not dependable.

ha. look a this for all i care.
maybe it will knock some sense into you.

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dun even feel like blogging abt happy stuff.
I got into TPDE.
great ya? more reason to dump him.

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Bro. dun worry alright?
you'd be okk. sserious. =DD
we all love you. =DD
get well soon.

define.FREEDOM

hmm. at excatly 6.

smiles~~ i think this is cute.

I saw this. took picture and send to him. =))
i mean that was excatly how i was feeeling what.

this shop is loves~~

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i'm sorry i'm so monotone.
but loads of thoughts are going through my mind.

define.FREEDOM

it's funny.. hmms.
how one tries not to freak out.
but still does in the end.

yup. i screw up my routine big time.
huge. screw up. horribly huge.
2 by 2. my partner chui. den i chui. sighs.
what can i say? i dun even want to talk abt it.

poor rahim. =(( i hope they take in 10.

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i am gonna get in.
because. tml's showcase is not about techniques.
but about how much you love dance.
it's not about the stress you face when everyone is there.
but about the support everyone is gonna give.
it's not about walking through the moves.
but muscle control power and confidence.

thats how i'm gonna surpass the rest.

define.FREEDOM

ahhh~~ i've been tagged. again.
sobs sobs. feeling lazy. lols.

10 facts about yourself

1. I love all my friendss. =)) most. most.
2. I love dance.
3. I love choclate.
4. I love family.
5. I love martin.
6. I love my life.
7. I love sleeping.
8. I love TBG
9. I love TPDE.
10. I love God. =))

10 ppl that should tag.
anyone who comes here. =DD

define.FREEDOM

whoo hooo~~
i'm finally homeee..
the travelling around has been mad mad mad~!!! =))

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yo man~~ tbg is finally here. Omggg.
=)) TPDE .. dope~~ dope~~ woo hoo. well done guys. =DD
=DD rahim was dope. like madly dope~~
man. boy. i fell in love with the way you dance. seriously doppee~~
no wonder you're top 4 in KO night~ dope bro. dope.

but nyp has like 15 almost like rahims. LOL. opps.
rahim still better of course. =DD







=Xx omg. there's this 8 year old and 12 year old japan boy.

INTERNATIONAL DANCERS. ...
yes that kid above..
dope shit.
i think liang hao will love them to bits la. lol.



hot guyy. and the austriallian crew rawks.

awwww. another photo he places arms around.
AH~~ not hugging la. but AHHH~~~ lols.
IDIOL IDIOL~~




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again. i would like to thank xinyi.
she really really has been there for me. huggie~~
you know she skipped work so she could be with me??
make sure that i was alright??
AHh~~~ so sweet right??


I would ps him anytime if you need me. HAHA
i'm serious. =)


thank you shing chun.
for helping xinyi cover up.
really really. without you. and her.
i would have died on that day.


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define.FREEDOM

love is just a word.
happiness is just in hope.
lonliness is reality.

why are all my loved ones leaving?

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i promise. i'd be happy again one day.

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Yeahhhsss~~ omg lol. overdue post~~

LOLS. hahahas.
joeyy: Cut my prok chop~
hongyu: orhhh..
cuts onto bone**

so dumb. OPPS. hahahahs. =))

den we went fish and co. HAHA.
sc and liang hao will know.
embarrassing. LOL.

cam whored a bit~~
girl lovess.. LOL.

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.she. pissed. him. off.
.he. ignores.

erm.. =) orh okkayy..
WELLLLL...
moving on now.. =DD hahas.
i am not really hurt. hahas.
maybe because i'm preoccupied with dance.
maybe because i'm tired.
or simply i dun care anymore.

maybe the emotions will start to hit me tml.
oh wells. i dunnoe.
time will tell wouldn it? =))

model couple my ass. =)

S-L-E-E-P-Y... =))

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oh for the ppl who are wondering.
hahas.
he doesn check my blog.
not at all. =)) so no worries about him finding out.

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dance was alright. at least i got something back.
=)) mummy talked to me.
it made me feel all better. really.
and i am really darn touched about it.
seriously.

I mean she pulled me to one side.
and had a heart to heart talk to me. abt dance.
which really got something back into me.

she really cares. can feel.
the best thing is..
shes not doing it out of duty or anything. =))
she's doing it cause she wants the best out of me.
which really is something.

define.FREEDOM

.melody. loves. joey.
.melody. loves. sc.
.melody. loves. liang hao.
.melody. loves. dance.
.melody loves. martin.

.she. hates. being. stressed.
.she. hates. being. preassured.
.she. hates. exams.
.she hates. having. low. confidence.

exmas. ARE OVERRRRR~~~
yuppieeee~~
DANCES AROUND* SHAKES BUTT* Whoo hoo.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA. how it is like satying up everynight
after studying for like 9 or 10 hours straightt. @.@

smiles~~ it's ncie talking to shing chun like that again. =))
seriously. it's been quite awhile.
honestly. they're the best friends i ever found. and ever will find.

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auditions are coming.. next tuesdayyy.
wish me luck ok? i'm nervous.
screwed up today when darling teach me. =((
badly. no confidence. ~~
it's ok. i'd get it back. by tues~~

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yeahh~~ going snetosa with them
soon. HAHA. very soon. i hope.
and Kbox~~~ hahahas.
looking forward to it~~~ =DDD

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thank you darling. for teaching me dance today.
and. staying with me though you have no paper.
lovess~~ i wouldn have done it without you.
really~~
so thank you.

define.FREEDOM

Urgh. i've been tagged. =(( HAHA.
There. =DD so bothersomeee. HAHA. LOL. =))

1.If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Ehhh.. depends of stuff. I mena you cant judge like that right? lol.

2.If you can have a dream to come true, what will it be?
erm. erm. melody has currently no big huge wishes. but. i wanna be a real good dancer. =DD
LIKE DOPE~~~ LOL.

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Ahhhh~~ somwhere freaking romantic. BEACH. =DD simple one. like only close friends and such. =DD or in a church. pretty sweet. one where you can write your own wedding vows. =)) cool yeah?

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
very. but i'm gonna spare you guys the details. HAHA.

5. What your ideal lover like?
er.... er... HAHA. hmmmsss. martin?

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved. dun ask me why. lol.

7.How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
forever? hey. if he's really really worth it. den why not? right?

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
continue loving. seriously like. you know. like wait and like. if he needs you. ever. you'd be there. =)) love is somewhat giving it all you've got right?

learnt that from sc you know?
=DD

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
horrible lack of sleep. =DD

10. Is being tagged fun?
errrrr..

11. How do you see yourself in ten years’ time?
hmmmsss. i dun know. sad isn't it?

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
joey. sc. liang hao.
martin.
mummy. daddy? my bro?
ermm. gary? bryant. =))
and rahim.

13. What kind of person do you think the one who tag you is?
ehhhh.. high? mad? HAHA. but nice. and sweet. LOL. loves eating. cant stop eating junk food. she's gonna grow fat. i swear. LOL. opps

14. Would you rather be single&rich or married but poor?
Single and rich. AHH. HAHA. i can do alone okk? LOL. i think =)) At least i'd be fine when time passes. it's like what everyone says. =)) but i just dun want. =))

15. What is the first time you do every morning?
helloooo. wash up. duhh. like ew.. HAHA.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
HELLOO. of course. Haha. whats love without giving in your all?

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
dependsss. duhh~~

18. What type of friends do you like?
Nice. fun to crap. funny. HAHA. but. hey know when to be seirous and stuff.
Like joey sc and liang hao they all. =DD lols.

19. What type of friends do you dislike?
backstabers. SERIOUSLY. eww. like get lost.

20. Who should tag?
anyone. HAHA. seriously. thats if. they ever find this page. HAHA

define.FREEDOM

ha. please be a wee bit more grateful man.
niceness is not to be taken for granted.
kindness does not mean it will be accepted.
and forgiveness certainly does not mean it will be tolerated ya?

define.FREEDOM