Sunday, May 3, 2009
you set me free. 1:53 PM
I'm at starbucks.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I push you all away.
Cause I don't wanna get too close.
I don't want you all to get the wrong impression.
I meant it when I say I wanna stay single.
I'm sorry. I don't want to hurt anyone get it?
It's not nice to hurt anyone.
Don't fall for me. Please. Don't.
I just wanna have my own space to achieve my own stuff now.
In my dance, in my modeling, in piano.
Yah. I wanna be dope~ In everything. Yah kill me man.
I swear. If dance were human.
I'd totally buy a ring for err. it now.
HAHA. But I love it a lot.
But I'm not sure if it likes me back. ))':
Cause of the occasional screw ups and all. )):
*sulks* Lols. ((:
Right this random incident, I was walking down with Serene at Cluck Kuey one night.
And this American. I think he's American,
Sprayed his beer all over me.
)&^%$%^&*((&^%$ And he can laugh about it.
That idiot. HAHA. Lols.
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I changed. A lot. Again.
Why am I always going through this phase of change?
I feel I got a lot better emotional control now.
OH HELL YAH. They're killing me becasue I keep giving in to them.
So they just add more and more each time.
Curfew, 9.45pm? Go out only twice a week? Weekend must spend with parents.
Sleep at 11.30? Phones off at 12am.
After they said that. I just said I'm going out.
Went to starbucks. Whip out a book. Ordered Frapachino.
And started reading. And if you don't think I'm pissed with them I freaking am.
I'm so freaking.. Irritated.
And there's no way I'm gonna stick by those, I'd totally become introvert,
Maybe when I calm down.
I;d try talking to them.
That's if they don't insist on exerting their parental authority.
James and Joey's fighting a lot too. )):
I think it's the same issue. I guess every couple has to go through that stage. )):
There was this period. Sam Kw also. Frankie and Joyce too. )):
Ah wells. It's a couple phase. But I guess after that phase. Its happy-ish.
Like Joel and Eulene. ((: HAHA.
Right now, I rather not need my future bf. Whoever he might be. HAHA.
And stay with him by choice.
I don't know. But I feel. Desire for a person is always stronger than a need no? hmms.
Anyway, with that distance from each other, I bet can appreciate each other more too.
My life isn't perfect.
But I'm really happy with it now. More than happy.
I have friends who love me a lot.
I have my goals, aims and my own career path.
I have passions and loves which I can't live without.
I have God, by me always, to see I don't fall too hard.
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Headed down to Changi beach by myself. ((:
I enjoy time by myself now. ((:
More of I need time by myself now. HAHA. ((:
My family joined me later. ((:
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OH MY FREAKING GOD. I told you I screwed up Justis class.
AND IT REALLY CAME TO HAUNT ME ON FB. OH MY GOD.
MORE CLASSES FOR HUIJING. OH MY GOD.
I'm gonna vomit blood. really. My catching of chero is terrible.
Wait my everything is. OH MY FREAKING GOD.
Melody
define.FREEDOM
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