Sunday, April 12, 2009
you set me free. 12:06 AM
I met my neighbor on the way back.
She just had cancer.
She just came from the doctor.
I don't know how to describe how I felt.
I did whatever I could for her.
Cleaned up her house.
Cooked for her. And talked to her.
Watched Tv with her.
Basically just accompany her. And have fun with her.
I dunnoe how I felt. After everything.
A whirl of emotions?
I'd go back and help her again in a few days time.
She's living alone.
I don't know. Why I get myself attached to people.
Who freaking will hurt me.
I hate myself at times.
I don't want to get hurt.
I really don't. But I really don't think I can sit there and just watch.
F*** luh. I do hate myself. I really do.
Urghhhhh.
Amazing. Last year Esther service.
I never did cry. ((:
This year. It was really streaming down.
I couldn't stop. One bit.
I love Jesus I really do.
Nothing can describe my love for him.
And what he's given up for me.
Kor. Come back soon. And watch sunset with me okay?
Hugs*
Journey to rediscover oneself?
Done.
I'm pretty much back. <3
define.FREEDOM