Monday, March 16, 2009
you set me free. 7:24 PM
Each day I am able to step into the studio. Is joy to me.
I'm grounded and the fact my parents does not know I'm still dancing?
Adds on to the joy. That I am still able to be here.
Reminds me to be grateful. Of what I have.
So even though. I danced only once today. and didn full out.
I felt really happy. That I can be here.
Its dangerous. I get it. I might die. I get it.
But to ask me not to dance. For something which I didn deserve in the 1st place.
Is madness for me.
HAHA. You'd probably see a crazy girl running across the freaking bridge.
HAHA. It's like a race with them. Who gets home 1st.
Bathed and changed. Kept my dirty clothes. ((: Lols.
I relaised I won't be able to commit as much into this musical.
Both becasue I'm not there yet. And I dun't have the time.
I just have more imprtant stuff to do. ((:
I'm really needing my religion. More and more.
I feel his presence. More and more each day.
I feel more and more loved. And a deeper conncetion which I can never understand.
I will never let God down. He somehow. Became, important enough for me.
Not to let down. (((:
Random.
And to Xinyi. Sc and Lh. I really love you a lot. ((:
For everything. For being with me every step of the way.
For being there when I always fall. And cry. Being a baby and all.
Nevr once find me trouble some.
And for being there to share my joy too.
You're the greatest bunch of friends I'd ever have.
For drinking with me. ((: Whenever I want to feel happy.
And for sending me home when I'm not sober.
Hugging me and comforting me. when I'm not sober, screaming and crying all the pain out.
I wouldn't have made it without you all.
I daresay. I'd give up. Almost anything for you guys. ((:
We've come through a long way.
And I would say. I never knew I could feel such love for my friends.
Or I never knew friends could ever mean so much to me.
You guys taught me that. And it;s something I'd never forget.
Jas. Serene. Fas.
Thanks for being there. Whenever I cry during dance.
Because of low self esteem issues.
It seems that everyday. I have some issues.
But thanks for never giving up on me.
Thanks for believing in me.
Even though it's not my time to prove everyone wrong now.
I will. After everything that needs to be done.
For the people who believe in me. Yes, I'd do you all proud.
Thats my promise to you all.
And yes. Gen, you're right, through this. I saw. Who is really there.
To hold your hand and walk you through this journey.
An esp big thank you to you too. You know why.
I found true friends.
And the beauty of it?
It's just.. can't be expressed in words.
Melody.
define.FREEDOM
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