Saturday, February 7, 2009
you set me free. 11:50 PM
Reunion dinner was a success.
Wee. HAHA. I caught up with my cousins. (:
Had fun playing and fooling around.
Updating each other and stuffs.
Honestly, I never though I would say this to my mum's side.
Thanks to the million of you guys who helped me through today.
I feel loved. ((: To aunts, uncles, cousins. everyone.
I'm sorry I broke down. But it's tiring to have to show you're strong all the time.
Thanks everyone. ((:
My cousin got scolded by my aunt ( not his mum ) and soon her husband joined in the nagging.
I mean I dunnoe. I think there's something wrong with him.
He's like 16 already. But he;s still throwing tantrums and breaking stuff in the house.
And my uncle isn't very rich. And it costs him a bomb to get the stuffs repaired.
And hey. I heard he recently just hurt his sister accidentally becasue he wanted to get hs gameboy Ds back. My aunt kept it to punish him.
he watches porn in school. and peep at girls in the toilet. -.-
Sighs.. I hope he grows up soon. To put everyone in misery, becasue of him?
It's just selfish. )): Sighs.
And to million and one people who have been there for me.
My parents. Mummy hugging me to sleep when I was drunk and crying non stop that night.
For coming home early. Brining tons of work home. So that you cna talk to me at home.
Daddy. For pampering me and asking if I'm really okay and stuff.
For taking time out. And taking long walks to never ending destinations with me.
To kor kor. Sc. Gary. Xavier. Jas. Gen. Thanks for giving me the courage.
To look what lies ahead To remind me. That there are loads of people who still love me.
And would be there for me. Who cherish me. And everything that I do for them.
Who never gets tired of me.
To Xy, Lh, Zhilin, Lav, Carmen, Raoul and in face a lot a lot more people. Aty. Fion. May. Yanti. Amelia. Kamil, Suria, Liting, Flo, Fas, Tiffy, Keiths, my bro, All my couz. Veron, QiuLing, Qiu Xia, James, Nick Tan.
Did I miss anyone out? I hope not.
Thank you. All of you. ALL of you.
All of you have seen me broke down at least once. And. Thanks for being there. Always.
I know I gave him my all. And thats that.
And I dunnoe. If I have anymore left to give.
I'd really be letting down all of you, all of you, if I have some more to give.
But I'm going according to my feelings.
Becasue, nth matters more to me than just following my heart. and yea its still with him.
I'd give Until a point where. I realise my heart isn with him anymore.
No matter how tired I am. I will.
And to you, I know you gave in your all too.
And I'd admit here. I haven been giving you the easiest time either.
I understand you.
Right now you're not my boyfriend. In fact, I dun wnat you to be.
I'm sick of commitment too.
You'r just some one I love. Someone I wanna be there for. ((:
I'd love myself one day. I promise all of you.
Riight noww. Just let me love him.
I love all of you. Thanks. <3
I'd be changing my blog add.
Only certain people wll be able to axcess.
Bye bloggie. ((:
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