I'm sorry. I hurt you too.
And I'm actually feeling quite guilty about it.

Actually I'm okay. I mean it hurt a lot. I cried like mad.
But managable and copable I guess.
So no worries. I'm not really that weak. LOL. sometimes. SOMETIMES.

I just read his blog. But I'm not feeling any better.
Cause I have a feeling he meant what he said that night.
That he didn love me anymore.. And it's gone..
And he didn want me around anymore..
And.. I dunnoe a lot of other stuff that he threw at me.

And that hurts like mad.
Honestly, it's killing me.

I dunnoe. I just shall leave it as it is.
I really dunoe how to deal with this.
Time will tell I guess.

But overall I am okay. HAHA. I still have fun and everything.
But it hurts a lot. Esp when you just wake up. O.O
I know weird right? ((:

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Omg. Funkamania was Grand.
It really was an eye openeer.
And I'm glad I went. Omg.
It's dope to the max.

Daddy and mummy were extremely nice.
I begged them. So they would allow me to go.
They came to pick me up. All the way at 2am.

I spent like 45mins siting outside waiting for them though.

Dope place. Dope experience.