Friday, February 6, 2009
you set me free. 11:03 AM
I hate it. I hate mixed emotions.
I just came back from talking to Fion, May, Yanti, Amelia.
We talk about the times we all had and everything.
To this particular friend whom I somehow lost:
I dunnoe what the hell happened between us.
I seriously don't. I don't know how everyhing ended up this way.
Ended up so freaking ugly and everything.
All I remembered was.. you were always trying to help martin and me.
You gave your heart out to help us in the beggining.
And I wanted to repay you the favour by making you believe in people and love again.
I didn want you to walk out on the people who haven actually given up on you.
Who believe. And do tressure you. )): Who are willing to go through times with you.
Who wnated to believe tgt with you that the friendship would actually last.
I wasn't trying to prove that I'm right. That happy endings really do last.
Or. Anything to do with pride. I just wanted to help you believe again because you helped me dude.
Everything seemed to go wrong after that. )):
Sometimes. I really didn know why the hell you're ignoring me.. LOL. ((:
Through you laughed at us when we broke.
The countless number of times. We walked past each other without even saying a word.
I guess friends do not walk out on each other.
And one day. one day. When I'm ready. I'd talk to you again. ((:
define.FREEDOM