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Hi I'm Melody
18 this year, coming 19. ((:
I'm a Virgo. ((:
I'm born on 4th September
And I wanna be a vet
Birthstone Sapphire. ((:
And morning glory.

speak.your.FREEDOM

I love to express myself. I love dancing.
I love singing. I love animals.
I love modeling. I love reading!
I love French people. I love the language Spanish
I love my piano. I love my 200 dollars racket.
I love my crazy family. I love my dearest friends.
I love him, Jesus. I love witting love poems.
I love the warmth in making people smile.
I love people who love me. HAHA.
I love people who are true to their hearts.

join.the.FREED

free one
free two
free three
free four
free five
free six
free seven
free eight
free nine
free ten

express.FREEDOM

three years of sad confinement
my life is finally falling into alignment
i run out of the cage to greet the sun
and to my new home i will run
fall to the soft grass and heck care to the world
this long awaited life will unfurl
close my eyes and smile so deeply
with the wind blowing so swiftly
a gentle feeling;
yet such twist
the scent of freedom
it does exist...

unfreed.PAST

March 2008
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freedom.SONG

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thanks.for.FREE

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Things to do by tonight:

-Prepare for tml's concert. (2hrs)
-Do up darlings puzzle. (2 more hrs)
-Study finish sociology. (1 hr)
-Do FOI tutorial. this week's topic is killer. (1 and a half hour)

Right. Tell me. Am I superwoman?
Cause that seems quite a lot.
HAHA. I dun't really like my sociology group.
I mean they're okayyy. I guess.
But. hmms. they're like a bit prideful and weird.
They look like they can backstab you any any time. O.O
Okayy. I'm scared of them. HAHA. ((:

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Maybe I didn meet up to your expectations. True.
Tuts. Test papers and extra practise. Every single day.
Thats what you guys wanted right? You told me clearly.

But what do you mean by you thought I didn care anymore?
If I got kicked out of the house? Or you guys died?
Even if I am pissed or I am hurt. I'm not heartless.
How could I ever tell you that I am in pain? When each time I do.
You said I was weak. Dumb and Complicated. Stupid. Idiotic. And you didn't love me anymore.
How could I ever share? Would I even share with you?
So I told myself and everyone else around me. I was fine. I kept everything yo.
And by not expressing pain you thought I didn care.
And think that whatever slaps you gave me doesn affect me.
So you in turn, you give me cold tretament and make my life fucking miserable?
So that it'll affect me enough to care? so that I'd place you in high regard so you won't hit me no more?

That's what you told me tonight right? Just?

Did it ever occured to you guys I'm hiding all the pain inside? huh?
It affects me a lot? Just that I don't say?
What you want me to do? I cant tell you. Or tell you.
You just wnat me to pretend nothing has happend after you hit me? It's impossible.

Stupid. How can I not be affected?
Dance practically ripped away from me. Slaps. Hangers. Shouts. Throwing of stuffs.
Use your brains. Cant believe you said it in my face some more.

i really cant believe you told me all of that. in my face.

Aiyah. I know they got their side. I understand I guess.
I understand. But I really think they're using the wrong method.
But I guess I do understand that they're just afraid. ahh wells.

define.FREEDOM