Tuesday, November 18, 2008
you set me free. 9:23 PM
Thanks penguin jasmine. Thanks joey. (((((:
Ahhh~~ I dun't know what I would have done without your support.
Thanks for noticing I was upset just now. I was going to cry actually.
Thanks for telling me to cheer up. And everything.
Thanks for being there. And telling me what to do cause I was damn lost.
Sharing. And understanding. I really appreciate it.
Hell lot.
Jasmine: Don't like that. Don't sad. *Looks damn woried*
Take care. Everything will be okay.
*pats on back* Dun't worry.
Are you okayy?? (((:
Everything you said just now. Really was comforting.
I could feel my heart lighten up. Because I know that you really truely care.
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
It really makes me damn damn happy. damn happy.
So thank you. A lot A lot.
I'm gonna migrate to US. To find my baby.
After I graduate. From Acca or poly.
Either one.
Daddy is just determined to make my day shit.
He said come back for dinner yo.
Dinner is fuckin 7. So I came back at 7.
And he said why you come back so late.
And he hit me with a hanger.
Oh. and that wasn't enough.
He ask for my work.
Accused I was rude to him.
For one. I am already damn scared.
How would I have the cheek to even be rude to him?
Need to get his ears digged.
And he threw a book at me.
For his lousy hearing.
Ya after that I hid in the toilet.
And cried for an hour uncontrollably.
He's so unreasonable.
with baby on the phone with me.
Thanks honey. ((: I feel loads laods better.
I actually felt happy. I thought I'd never smile tonight again.
And you managed to cheer me up.
I swear I would have died without you here.
Huijing: I'm living in a world of hell.
Martin: Then I'd be your guadian angel. ((:
I'd be here for you.
You still have me. Don't worry
If I could, I'd block all the pain for you, If I were there I really would
Your dad mad arh? (HAHA. dman funny) I wanna sue him for child abuse. I really feel like it. (((((: HAHA.
Baby. your words are utter comfort to me.
Thank you. ((: I feel a lot better.
Honestly. I dun care how much my family's relationship improves.
Cause we'd be back here again one day.
Why give myself false hope. Oh Oh. It's improving. And fall into the fuck shit hole again?
I dun't give a damn anymore.
Why waste my energy? You tell me.
I rather spent my life with the one I love.
And far away from all of you.
A year ago. I told martin nah. I cant find you. I got my family to think of.
Ha. Now there not even on my mind.
I'd just send the money they need back every month.
You lost me.
A long time ago.
The day I made the decision to migrate to US and fnd him.
13th Sep. I still remember.
But today,
I relaise, I'm never turning back to Singapore to stay with you guys.
True I'm gonna miss you guys.
But not enough to turn back.
define.FREEDOM
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