you set me free. 6:50 PM

Okay. After being in and out of 9, 10 (whatever lost count) relationships?
I wanted to find true love so much right?

It sucks. ): serious. Esp when you're loving truly alone.

Love:

-is selfless, yet selfish at the same time.
-is being indpendant, yet dependant at the same time.
-is his/her needs 1st, but urs got to be answered too.
-turning his/her weakpoints into his/her strong points
-bringing out his/her strong points. allowing them to advance on it. (vice verca)
-is never blaming, never rushing, a lot of patience.
-being understanding to him/her, yet being kind to urself.
-being there. I'm tired of listening to you. But. I'm never giving on you. I'm always here to help.
-is a lot of faith, trust and believe.
-is never having a reason to give up.

fuck love. it's really hard. ): urgh.

but it's addictivvvveee. ):

And i'm currently in love with you. very deeply. in. love.

Come on huijing. you're strong. you can go through this. till the ans comes at least. you can. (:
One baby step at a time. (: .One. At. A. Time.

Don't leave. ): I love you more than u can every imagine.

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Ahhhhhhhhh~~~ damn.

*pulls hair out*

auditions are next week. NEXT WEEK~!!!
And I have been slacking. Damn it. Ahhhh~ damn it all.
supp exams are next next week.

fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it.

Ok. huijing. time to focus. Do the right stuff. Don get affected. That much.

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Father Lord,

Please let us be fine. ): Please let us be fine. ): Please let us be fine. ): Please let us be fine. ):
Please see me through this two weeks. ): Please see my through this two weeks. ):

I beg of you. ):

I dun wanna end. ):