Tuesday, August 12, 2008
you set me free. 11:41 PM
In my whole life. If i were to ever regret something.
It's to even think about forgiving you. Be soft towards you.
Respect you. Treated you like my dad.
Cause you jolly well.. dun deserve it.
Your one job as a husband and a father.
Is to bring us out of harms way.
I am officailly. Bringing mummy out of this country when I have the capabilities to.
I stood up for her when you were bullying her and you threw stuffs at me.
I swear. I wanna make up for your wrong doings.
All the hurt that you caused her.
I wanna try to give her a life happier than what you have given her.
Cause I know she deserves much more than what she has now.
Shes pretty. smart. capable. And strong.
If you dun appreciate it.
I am praying someone else will come along and sweep her off her feet.
Cause she deserves more.
Huijing was cool and calm when she wrote this. =/Ya. it's pain on the inside andI feel more empty than ever now. But I wanna stay strong. If not how am I going to protect my mum?Thats why she refuses to call for help tonight. =/Thats why. For once. I got to do this on my own.Alone.
define.FREEDOM