Sunday, August 17, 2008
you set me free. 11:29 AM
today was a bloddy waste of time. =.= I swear.
damn retarded. Freaking retarded. I'm never doing this again.
Kevin called Fion who called me to go down to recital and support.
And I saw him. His attitude is... wth. But it reminds me.
That I am suppose to live without him.
That he is part of my life. But not IN my life.
Dance is my life. And joey. =)
And soo.. hmms. I left without saying bye. Or even looking at his popping thing.
I should say this. If you want me. Give me proper memories.
Cause I rather have.. Solid and meaningful and happy memories to look back on.
Basically i rather you be with me. create real real memories.
rather than this. cause we should treassure the time we have together.
Cause this is
true love. It comes once in a lifetime. I know when you look back next time.
You'd regret. You'd really regret.
Cause you won't have me anymore.
cause. i'd move on. And if I am the one. You'd wanna spend every second with me.
From right now. Cause I'm special like you said.
Basicallyy.. Its that simple. Either I am special enough for you.
To wanna spend this time meaningfully with me.
Or I'm not. No buts no excuses again. enough.
I can except your other excuses. This. No. I refuse to be understanding about this.
Cause it doesn make sense to me.
I gave you what you want. I attepmt to. cause I love you.
And If I am that special like you are to me.
If you really love me like how I love you. You'd want what I want.
Cause you want me to be happy. cause. It means more than anythign else to see me smile.
Thats how I feel thats how much I love you.
And if I am that special like how you claim. That you'd go miles for me. den..
prove it.
Cause. I dun want all talk. no action. like I said.
If not dun say stuff you dun mean.
cause nothing hurts more than this.
Thursday. 14/8/08
OMG. I met up with JOEYYYY~!!!
HOW LONG AHS IT BEEN GIRL??
HAHAHAS. I love you to bits.
You know no one can replace you righhttt? =))
You're forever my best friend. always always. HUGGS*
I loev you to bits girl. MUACK.
We talked abt our birthday celebration. It's gonna be freaking HUGE.
=)) HEES. =)) LOLS.
If.. ONLY IF. it's a success. HAHA.
Omg. I'm so excited.
Happy b'dae daddyyyy~!!! erm.. may all your wishes come true.
Hope you're having a good time with mummy at genting. =)
We had dinner~!!! den went home. cut cake.
Tsk. Like any normal celebration~!!!
At least they're trying to make it up to each other mans. =))
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Friday 15/8/08
HAHAHAS. =) met up with
Fion Nick May Yanti amelia and James. =)) HEES.
OMG OMG. hahahahas. its been sometime since I played till like that
HAHAHAS. =))
I love you guys. Thanks a lot. =))
Pictures will be up SOON. HAHAS
SOON. =))
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16/08/08
dance~!!! WEEt... HAHAHHAS. 1 and a half hours late.
HAHAHAHAHS. diess** LOLS.
Den head over to martin;s house. =))
HAHAHHAS. Had loads of fun doing nth. HAHAA.
Its the company I guess. =))
And music playing n the background. damn sweett. >.<
LOLS. *bubblegum flies out of martin's mouth*
HAHA. dude. You rock. One of a kind. HAHA. ;p
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