Wednesday, July 23, 2008
you set me free. 12:23 PM
Huijing's gonna get real busy. =DDD HEES.
She's gonna work. she's gonna. URGH. continue her piano. Lol. And do reggae. LOLS.
And while she's at it. She wants to do ballroom dance, and continue her vocals too.
Not to mention TPDE. =.= but thank God. =D not that busy now for TPDE.
Lols. My way of standing up I guess,
I cant really depend on Rb forever can I? =DD
He's been a really sweet friend like. the most that I can ever ever ask for.
And I seriously love him for that. Seriously. And. even if I do like him. =D HAHA.
IF. IF. IF. it won be now. =D BIG IF.
now i just wanna enjoy. =D lols.
Humph. I give myself one year. HAHA. whatever huijing. =DD
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I'm gonna ask badd be my ballroom dancer. =DD HAHA. freaking weird I know.
HAHA. but hmms. why not? so huijing gotta start working so she can support herself.
=DDD hees. LOLS.
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whereas for martin. =( hmms. I love him. HAHA. i really do.
But looks like it's time to let go of him. cause. even though fion keeps putting it so nicely.
Like. he love you. you love him can already what.
It won get anywhere. Cause. Ultimately. we gotta spilt. there's no point in holding on.
to whatever that.. is never meant to be yours. hmmms.
I won forget the times we had silly baby boy. =D I really won't.
Even though I had move on. Already am moving on. i'm serious that.
You'd always have a speacial place in my heart. Always always always.
Confirm plus 100 percent one. HAHA. i swear.
Cause. I know that i'd never ever meet another guy like you.
And somehow. whenever. you feel like coming back. please do.
casue. i know. whenever it is. like 5 or 10 years later. part of me will still be with you.
casue. even though. we moved on. I know. you're still the one for me. I swear.
I might migrate over. I dunnoe. I'm seriously considering though. Cause. I'm that much in love with you.
And when I meant i wanna spend my whole life with you. maybe. I really mean it.
Only time will tell. =) whether. my feelings for you are really that strong.
But until then. we'd go our own ways. =) alright?
i really really hope by then, you'd still be avaliable for me. =D
cause. I'm pretty serious about this.
I hope you feel the same way too silly boy. I hope i'm that special to you too silly boy.
with that. like farewell. =') =')
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Right. and I gotta start picking my confidence up again. Esp in dance.
AGM was good. I swear. my confidence was there. =DD way up there.
be it for girls hiphop. bout it. or chain hang low. HAHAHA.
After AGM. I cui. HAHAHAHA. casue after that. incident after incident. Just keep happening
And there's no time to really recover. It just keeps coming.
So it's not huijing cui okays? HAHA. she just needs some time to recover. =D
i did it once I can do it again. =D
I'd be even better den I was in AGM. Technique wise. =D lols.
TRAIN HARD. i dun wanna lag behind. =.= lols.
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