Thursday, May 15, 2008
you set me free. 10:01 PM
Smile**Breakthrough.. i can finally do it in front of him.hahas. =DD like almost full out. =DDhee. improve a lot. got my confidence back.feel that i love every min of it.but somehow. i'm unhappy.love? i think it's better not to have loved at all.cause. i hate pain. ok. who doesn't. but ya. I hate it. It's like life is filled with issues nowadays.maybe it's just perception. HAHA.I dun deny some of them are like self inflicted. cause dman emo nowadays.if it's not about dance. it's about us. if it's not abt us. it's abt my family.my only escape now are my friends. =DDI dun know. honestly? part of me.. feels that i can let go of him.but something's holding me back.I dun know what.like liang hao says.life is like a dick, when it guts hard, fuck it.HA. damn crude. but ya. whatever.=DD hahas. =DDDear Lord,
auditions are really soon. please please please take my hand. and guide me through it Lord. Give me your strength and courage. to show case what i've got. Please Lord. I've worked all my way till here. I just cant afford to screw up on that day. And i need the chance to show. what i've got. melody has improved and won't let rahim down this time. but 1st I need your hand. =((
and please Lord? save my relationship. how much i think i can do without him. I still dun't want it to go down just like that. Sighs. I dun't know. After all. we put so much into this. Please just help me. I dun't like to be seen begging abt this. but.. this is more than my pride. SO i'm begging you. i need you. please help me.
honestly. i feel better each time i pray.
I feel that he really will hear and really would help me through these stuff.
all you got to do is just believe in him with all your heart and he'd help. =DD
My faith's ridiculous to some.
but to me? it's comfort. =))
Love..
xinyi.
shingchun.
liang hao.
dance.
Lord.
him.
define.FREEDOM
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