Thursday, May 8, 2008
you set me free. 12:29 AM
sighs. hahas. I dun excatly know how to start this.
ahhh~~~ HUGGSS.
omg. i cant thank xinyi enough man. seriously.
like she rushed can? from library.
AHH~~ omg. hug hug**
seriously thanks so much.
i would have really died without you around.
casue i was sobbing like no one's business.
really. so thankss. i dun know how else to say it.
but i really appeciate it.
damn sweet of her. =DD hee.
and shing chun's erm. hahas. concern i guess. hahahhas.
huggie. love you all to bits.
today i woke up. and i accidentally told gary i was ghiven another chance.
.. great!! so he asked rahim.
great all in all i thought i killed my chance.
So i kneel. just kneel there.
1 and a 1/2 hours, solid, in my room sobbing and crying.
praying that it wasn killed.
i totally killed my mood for dance.
but guess what.
God does miricles. it was answered.
on the way out of sports com.
I saw him. he told me himself. he didn forget. =))
like. dman sweet and sensitive of him??
I didn even mention a thing. And he just reassured me like that.
sighs. today was way beyond horrible.
I felt damn stressed.
A need to escape to run away.
so I sobbed my heart out. and prayed again.
I feel i cant turn to anyone.
No one. Not even one.
The feeling is pathetic. like you're all alone to face this mess.
I mean i know they are all there for me.
but.. sighs. just cant. somehow.
define.FREEDOM
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