rules.of.FREEDOM

http://www.URLofBLOG.blogspot.com

rules
rules
rules
rules
rules

soul.set.free

Hi I'm Melody
18 this year, coming 19. ((:
I'm a Virgo. ((:
I'm born on 4th September
And I wanna be a vet
Birthstone Sapphire. ((:
And morning glory.

speak.your.FREEDOM

I love to express myself. I love dancing.
I love singing. I love animals.
I love modeling. I love reading!
I love French people. I love the language Spanish
I love my piano. I love my 200 dollars racket.
I love my crazy family. I love my dearest friends.
I love him, Jesus. I love witting love poems.
I love the warmth in making people smile.
I love people who love me. HAHA.
I love people who are true to their hearts.

join.the.FREED

free one
free two
free three
free four
free five
free six
free seven
free eight
free nine
free ten

express.FREEDOM

three years of sad confinement
my life is finally falling into alignment
i run out of the cage to greet the sun
and to my new home i will run
fall to the soft grass and heck care to the world
this long awaited life will unfurl
close my eyes and smile so deeply
with the wind blowing so swiftly
a gentle feeling;
yet such twist
the scent of freedom
it does exist...

unfreed.PAST

March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009

freedom.SONG

credits: playlist.com

thanks.for.FREE

designer
blogskins
deviantart.com
adobe photoshop imageready

"I never needed you from the start."
cause..
"i'm just very ambitious"
These painstaking words habouring in my thoughts.
It's driving me crazy.

"i enjoy time with my friends than i do with you."
another one.
"i am more willing to be with them"
heart hurts.

"I dun't know whatn i'm holding on for"
heart breaks.

i had loads of faith.
even when i'm believing in it alone.
you know how hard that is.
but in one single night.
you managed to kill everything.

i'd ask you.
you're not even willing to do anything.
so why complain so much?

so i have to pick myself up to salvage it once again.

you claimed that you love me.
you claimed you never want to see me sad.
then what's this?
it's a matter of ur heart. what about my heart sweetie?
what about mine?
ever spared a thought?
i gave up alot.
more than i could ever imagine.
more than i ever had.
more than i ever will.
and yet, you shot me down with those words.
it's just one mistake (which isn my fault in the 1st place) and you couldn pardon me.
i dun't wanna say anything.
cause i dun't wanna make matters worse.

you said all u want is for me to be happy.
load of bullshit.
i'd be happy. if you're understanding.
cuase you asked me to give you time.
i gave in. i said. alright honey. you can have it. continue disappointing me for now.
cause ultimately. i believe you'd change.
but dun't you think it kills my faith too?
i need some time too.
to adapt. true i disappointed you.
but i've never really let you down.
if i can bring myself to believe you.
why cant you?

i'd said i'd give you my all.
that i'd continue. placing you. my no 1. even though you place me bottom.
i said i'd give you time. you do not need to give me anything.
I'd said i'd give you time. to get abck everything.
(you're somehow just dellusioned that i'm pressing you for it. i ahve no idea why)
I'd said i'd continue believing in it. even though. you dun't.

and yet you can say i dun't do it willingly.
how you wnat me to convince you?
if that's not love honey.
what is??
if i can do that for you.
the least you can do is believe in me and understand me.

great. you won't listen anyways.
so ya. zzz.

define.FREEDOM