Tuesday, May 6, 2008
you set me free. 11:55 PM
DAY 1.. urgh. darn. see. happy for training. i was eager to improve a lot. today.really a lot. i was looking forward to it.
sighs. darling said he had dance.so cant teach me like he promised.ok nvm. i seriously dun mind.I clariffy again. it's not your fault honey.i really really didn blame you.i mean shit happens la. urgh.and no one's to blame. =)den he came to my place. den he lost the wire that connects the ipod to speakers.so couldn dance at all. all in all. a fruitless day.i'm pissed. with myself. if i'm so determined. den why the hell do i need to wait for him to teach me?look. I could have started on my own.i started out wanting to achieve something by the end of today.to improve.but shucks. instead of doing something. i wasted my day away.missy. wake up. audition is in like probably 3 days time. SOLO girl solo. seriously.i'm extrememly disappoitned with myself.sighs. sad man. i'm just sad.like very sad. angry with myself.and empty cause. i did expect myself to learn something new by the end.i was looking forward to learning.but.. ya i didn't.ok i'm stressed. honestly i am.am i taking it too hard on myself?and the other thing is. i really hate meeting him.when like.. either of us are stressed or stuff.bound to have misunderstandings.and.. i wnat him to be there. but more than ever i dun wanna fight.
define.FREEDOM