Wednesday, April 16, 2008
you set me free. 12:38 AM
tonight.. I had the most amazing night with darling.He was perfect. In every every way.hahas. though he did screw up. =)but hon.. it's ok. really. =) i love every every thing you did for me.it's really damn darn sweet of you.and i could never never ask for a more thoughtful, sweet, and caring darling like you.trust me when i say this..you're still the best.and you're still the one and only for me.sighs. sorry honey. my computer's being an ass.can't upload the picture. =((but it's also tonight.or rather last night.that i realise it takes more than just love to make things work.yup. we keep fighting these few days.everytime we meet in fact. lols.ha. even today we fought. lols.and it's pain. the differences between us are really too much.i won go into the details. but let's just say. if i continue. there really some major adaptions that i have to do.. that will hurt me.so that. we'd actually stop fighting and really get along.if i dun continue. i'd have to give you up.which ultimately would hurt me too. whenever we have a mojor arguement.it's always always always about this.can we really really overcome our major differences and work things out?i just want you to know.that whatever i decide.know that it's not because i dun't love you.it's because. i dun't think i can make that change for you yet. stressed on yet.it's really big. very big change.a change i dun't even want you to make for me.cause it's too darn big.it'll hurt you damn lot.i'd still continue to love you with my heart and soul.and i promise i;d still be in your life no matter what. =))
define.FREEDOM
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