Thursday, April 24, 2008
you set me free. 11:39 AM
hmmsss.. sucks.
attachemnt or love?
honestly whatever it is.
he's freaking asking me to move on.
and i dun wanna hang between single and attached.
honestly i wanna stay. i dun't he's not letting me.
sighs. i put our 2 teddy bear children (marjing and huitin) away today
along with the bouqet of bears. and the ring.
and in fact.. everything else.
into the cupboard the next room.
hurts like fuck la.
hurts like shit.
honestly i really dun't think it needs to end this way.
it's so stupid. 1 year and a half before he goes.
... we can break then or what la.
if he really wants me to go on a normal life.
sighhss. ahhh~~
whatever. 2 people that got together is a blessing.
shouldn be broken off just like that.
this is stupid. cause. we didn even try.
like me giving up on dance auditions.
you were the one who always ask me nbot to give up.
URGHH. whatever doesn really make a diff now does it?
screw it man.
define.FREEDOM