Friday, March 21, 2008
you set me free. 3:35 AM
can i dun't so silly-ly. and subconciously.
give him eveyrthing he wants again?
i go through heart breaking processes.
through.. self demorlising and depression states.
to suit his needs. =(
sighs.
and.. in suiting his needs.
i accidentally hurt him
and i am doing something to make up for it.
by staying up and do something for him.
and even in breaking up.
you wanna continue. i continue with you.
you wanna break. i;d leave you alone.
even though. i;m pretty much dying here.
such major decisions. =(
god if this is not giving up. then tell me honey.
what is?
sighs.
it's pain.
why the hell am i doing this?
why?
WHY?
and no word of thanks. till i acutally asked for it.
just realise. i could.. i really could. trun around. and walk away
but i didn,
cause.. 1 reason. i love you.
and.. i wish.. you'd think and try to suit my needs as much as i am doing for urs.
by you saying that you would do it.
i am already happy enough.
ask what i want..
think of what i want.
takes two hands to clap honey.
i cant do it alone.
i cant be doing all the major adaptions alone.
i'd die. really. =(
you can see. it;s already killing half of who i am already.
define.FREEDOM